break♥away

I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly, I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky
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No regrets,just love.


Blog updated!
Okay,i siao liao.
Nvm.
Just kinda of happy today.
Plus a bit of guilty too.
how ar?
cant believe i can sit at the same place for a hour plus and talk to one person sia.
Damn fun!
hehe.
Time pass so damn fast lor.
I wanna stay longer sia!
Haizz.
Too bad lor.
Still got a bit more time.
Go to sch to play piano!
^^
Play An Jing.
Hmm...in front quite nice la.
But slowly out of tune liao.
haha.
Maybe i left out some notes or watever.
hehe.
then go for CIP.
Wa,very sian sia.
Keep sharpering the pencil.
Until my hand pain pain.
Can someone sayang me ma?
hehe.
jkjk.
Sit for like 2 hour then off liao.
Got to go off early.
For some reason.
Then i lie.
haizz.
Sorry la.
But somehow its true de okay?
i really got play piano.
For like half and hour liddat.
must keep training my piano skill liao.
hehe.
(:
Today never see boyboy at all lor.
haizz.
He busy ma.
(:
But i also la.
haha.
Hope he have fun outside wif fren.
:D



-RainieLove,



3:53 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun


Wth.
I seriously dk why he know my blog.
nvm.
Worst thing is he even understand wat im writing!
Sure die...
):
I intend to end this blog.
Forever.
But if I end it,
means that i dun him to intrude?
i dunwan him to have tro mindset either.
So,going to continue.
Today,
I going to settle all things out.
Cos im the one who started it first.
Im responsible for it.
If not because of me,
he wont be so angry.
If not because of me,
i think the girl will accept him now.
So,
its my fault.
So,i have make up my mind.
I decide not to like him anymore.
Seriously.
Unbelieveable rite?
Maybe,that will be the most right think to do.
It will be good for me,you,him and her.
The four of us.
I know im sound complicated.
But for sure,
im going to give up on him.
I know how much he love the girl.
So,its has no point for me to wait for him or wat.
I should be glad for it.
Thanks for his cruelty.
So before it you never like me at all!
All you said it turned out to be a lie!
I so going to accept it and wont shed one tears for you!
Im not sad at all!
Im not going to like you anymore!
I need to focus and the other him.
My heart can only contain him.
and only him.
You,are out from it!
I going to change my heart,
for the betterment.
Lastly,
sorry for making him so angry on his bday.
Super sorry!
No matter how many times i said,
i know u not going to accept it.
I love only u,okay?
Haizz..
nvm.
No point saying now.
It's all too late.
I never regret being wif you.


-HeartBreaker,




11:32 PM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun


My day always start wif happy and end wif sadness..
saddie sia.
Yesterday woke at 7 plus.
*yawn*
I slept at 8 plus okay?
Cos im damn tired after going out.
I know im a piggy.
(:
But its a cute piggy okay?
LOL
okay,im bhb-ing.
:P
Then i got CCA today.
Start at 2 end at 5.
but i when out at abt 9,10 plus.
Go sch for nth.
actually got thing.
go meet my fren.
(:
then we go sch tgt.
i saw him.
we go blk 108 there.
they playing soccer.
i sit aside.
i super envy guys sia.
they can have a lot of fun wif themselves.
Girls?
quite difficult.
haizz.
How i wished I was a guy.
:P
Go to the fren house.
and im the only girl la...
the walk so fast.
i got no choice but to ask him to ride slowly.
hehe.
:P
Got a chance to talk alot.
okay,io know im bad.
But he is still as cute as before.
Or i mean bhb.
haha.
:D
He teach me how to spit.
haha.
I found out its quite difficult fro my to spit thing sia.
First time.
In publice.
omg,
i turn bad!
haha
Walk halfway....
suddenly my fren wan to act as his gf!!!
I was like,
u angry?u wan to dump me?
but i never say it out la.
Lucky.
its only actting.
but...
i dk how to say...
he is my ex sia..
now still need at act as bf and gf....
haizz.
We chat and laugh alot.
:D
Happy.
i betray my fren.
I know...
Bored at his house.
Like got nth to talk...
cos his sis at home...
After his sis go sch,i never tok to my fren.
):
I kept talking to him.
):
I was like in a rush was CCA.
And just dump my fren.
Im bad.
After CCA,
my fren msg me.
he confront me.
and i admit.
Cos i dw to lie to him.
But he get hurt.
):
I can do nth but to say sorry.
Its vr hard for me not to like him.
He told me he will wait.
Its worthless.
Wat if i will like him like,forever?
haizz...
So sorry to hurt him...
I dw to tell white lies either.
D:
Why my day always end like tat?
Nvm.
gtg go out wif elaine later.
to parkway.
Byez.
Thank for all ppl who cheer me up once again.
:D



-HeartBreaker,




3:07 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun


Yesterday go watch The child eye!!!
i think,
the movie okay okay la.
The best movie is Knight and Day.
haha.
Quite scary..
somehow touching...
LOL.
Ta bao Old Chang kee go in.
:p
hehe.
Stupid didi kept ka jiao me.
I actually not scare de lor.
All because of him la.
hahahah.
After that movie,
wanna watch another de.
Paranormal activity 2?
NC 16 leh.
We all dun dare to ask.
LOL>
so go timezone play lor.
All sort of stupid gun game.
haha.
Go popular.
then toyrus.
LOL.
funny sia.
They kept playing the bouncy thing.
Somehow look like penis?
LOL.
haha.
im not trying to be disgusting okay?
haha.
Then we saw one kid crawling.
Scare me sia.
I thought is the tong yan half dog and half human.
hahahaha
Then go Mac.
I never eat.
Save money.
^^
Go back timezone again.
-.-
Then HomeSweetHome.
<3



-HeartBreaker,


2:53 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun


Just come back form school!
actually,not just la.
A few hours before.
haha.
My result?
Sad sia.
Nearly got 4 A1 de.
In the end,two sub get 74.
Haizz.
One more mark nia sia!!!
Then i can get one A1 for $50 liao.
):
Nvm.
Later going out!!!
To watch tong yan.
Wif my bianbizi didi and Marcus korkor.
^^
Hope it will be fun.
But it will be better if Apple can come too la.
My percntage-69.3.
Got improve la.
But position drop.
I got 5th.
Which is so much better than wat im thought.
haha.
I just hope i can get top 10 nia.
Parent meeting.
Not Mr Chia sia.
Is Miss quek.
hehe.
Yeah.
she said English is vr IMPORTANT.
then she recommend me to read newspaper.
Or i mean force.
haha
jkjk.
I say er...okay.
:P
Will try my best to read before i sleep.
LOL.
Eeww..
My HCL get B3.
):
I wan 70 and above!!!
Nvm.
Will jia yous next year de.
I so happy wif my sci and math result.
At least better than Pri school.
(:
My dad like got nth to talk.
Georgina was before me yet we end at the same time.
LOL!
Aiya,guy wat..
If my mum come,
I think she will talk a lot.
hahah.
:D
My dad vr good.^^
He gave me $20 dollar to go out.
when my mum say i only can take $ 10 la.
So i tell my dad if my mum ask him how much he give me,
just say $10!!!
LOL.
Okay,
nth to say liao.
Byes.


(Ps.Chao Xian is a ELMO.:P)


-HeartBreaker,


8:27 PM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun


Im seriously out of pics.
haha.
Last day of school today.
Sad mah?
One year really past damn fast...
One year,
I change a lot too.
One year,
I cried a lot.
One year,
I never been so tired in my life before.
Haizz.
Nvm.
What's is gone,
its already gone.
No point holding the past memories
Focus on the future!
^^
Okay,
quite a lot of things happen today.
Sad and maybe happy.
I dk.
I some moment feel sad,
sometime feel happy.
LOL?
Gonna talk abt it on the next post...
MoodSwing.
haha.
:P

-HeartBreaker


4:50 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun


OK,
serioulsy,
learning journey is bored.
hahaha.
But today im quite happy!
:D
I pass by u a lot today.
As long as i can see u,im happy wif it.
Fate?
haha.
Go to the india museum.
Im so lucky to bring a jacket along.
so i dun nid to wear head scarf.
hahha.
Going to try eat some india stuff.
And you were just eat rit\ght in front of me!
Damn shy sia.
haha.
For no reason.
Thanks for giving me courage.
Thanks for saying hi to me first.
At least,now i know,u bother abt me.
(:
I so happy to talk and smile to you.
^^
Me and boyboy still fren le.
But,
not as close as last time only..
):
Nvm...
Another sad thing is he never come sch today...
cannot see him.
But i saw him after sch la.
talk to him one sentence then say byebye.
At least,im glad wif it.
Stayy Happyy~


-HeartBreaker,

5:11 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun


Omg!
I think,
Im getting better.
And that make me realise that you can change my world.
Just one sentence,u can make me happy for the rest of the day.
(:
Even though i dk whether u are lying to me or not.
But I still chose to believe you.
Pls dun let me down.
I will hurt more.
):
So,
please wait for me.
Wait for my stupid heart to change,
wait when my courage grow.
I swear,if i got a chance,
I wont let u go ever again.
Unless u have no feeling to me.
But i will still accept it.
:D
Cos you happy,Im happy.
LIKEDIEYOU.
<3


-HeartBreaker,

4:54 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

Wow!!!I found out that quite a lot of English Wedding Dress lyrics.LOL.But seriously,watch the MV.It so...I dk how to say.haha.I nearly cry sia!For no reason.LOL.

Wedding Dress

Some say it isn't over 'til it's over
But I guess it's really over now
There's something that I gotta say before I let you go
Listen

Can't believe what's going on
Gotta keep me cool, be calm
When I heard you when he was screaming out of control
All I can think about is "no, no, no he won't"
Hurt the one I've cared for so long long, hell no
I know we're done and now, it's none of my concern but how..
Can two be wildin' out from only weeks in going now
Just makes me feel, that what we have was real
Could it be or is it too late?
Oh baby...

Baby,
Listen to your heart, won't let you down
Cause you should be my lady
Now that we're apart love will show how
I can't leave on

I've never felt so strong like can lead us
To a happiness never ended
If they just know that we belong to each other
Never worry grow as we go

See you in your wedding dress (dress)
I can see you in your wedding dress (dress)
I can see you walkin' down in your wedding dress (dress)
I can see you in your wedding dress
Oh yeah...

I was never perfect, no
But I never let it go
To a point I'm raging throwin' making you uncomfortable
What he did to you was unacceptable
You claimed everything was okey, that's impossible
Just know I'm here for you
I'm clear for you from night to sun
Gotta be near to you, the feel of you gives me a rush
It makes me feel that what we have is real
It can never be too late
Oh yeah...

Baby,
Listen to your heart, won't let you down
Cause you should be my lady
Now that we're apart love will show how
I can't leave on

I've never felt so strong like can lead us
To a happiness never ended
If they just know that we belong to each other
Never worry grow as we go

See you in your wedding dress (dress)
I can see you in your wedding dress (dress)
I can see you walkin' down in your wedding dress (dress)
I can see you in your wedding dress
Oh yeah...

Baby girl you won't regret
Come along just take my hand
We'll start this journey livin', life so Beautiful
This happy home that we spread love and seed grows
Deep from my heart
Wooh...

I've never felt so strong like can lead us
To a happiness never ended
If they just know that we belong to each other
Never worry grow as we go

See you in your wedding dress... (Oh-ohh)
I can see you in your wedding dress... (dress, dress, wedding dress)
Never let go..
I can you in your wedding dress
Never let go..
Oh yeah...

5:46 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

TAEYANG (SOL from BIGBANG) - WEDDING DRESS


5:40 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

Day by day (Haru haru) lyrics(Big Bang)

Leave
Yeah, Finally I realize that I am nothing without you
I was so wrong, forgive me

Ah ah ah ah~

[Verse 1; GD + TOP]
My broken heart like a wave
My shaken heart like a wind

My heart vanished like smoke
It can’t be removed like a tattoo
I sigh deeply as if a ground is going to cave in
Only dusts are piled up in my mind
(say goodbye)

[GD Rap]
Yeah, I thought I wouldn’t be able to live even one day without you
But somehow I managed to live on (longer) than I thought
You don’t answer anything as I cry out “I miss you”
I hope for a vain expectation but now it’s useless

[TOP Rap]
What is it about that person next to you, did he make you cry?
Dear can you even see me, did you forget completely?
I am worried, I feel anxiety because I can’t get close nor try to talk to you
I spend long nights by myself, erasing my thoughts a thousand times

[Chorus]
Don’t look back and leave
Don’t find me again and live (on)
Because I have no regrets from loving you, take only the good memories
I can bear it in some way
I can stand in some way
You should be happy if you are like this
I become dull day by day (eh eh eh eh)

Oh girl I cry, cry
You’re my all, say goodbye…

[Verse 2; SR + DS]
If we pass by each other on the street
Act like you didn’t see me and go the way you were walking to
If you keep thinking about our past memories
I might go look for you secretly

[GD] Always be happy with him, (so) I won’t ever get a different mind
Even smallest regret won’t be left out ever
Please live well as if I should feel jealous

[TOP] You should always be like that bright sky, like that white cloud
Yes, you should always smile like that as if nothing happened

[Repeat Chorus]

[Bridge; DS + SR]
I hope your heart fees relieved
Please forget about me and live (on)
Those tears will dry completely
As time passes by

[YB] It would’ve hurt less if we didn’t meet at all (mm)
Hope you will bury our promise of being together forever baby
I pray for you

[Repeat Chorus]

Oh girl I cry, cry
You’re my all, say goodbye, bye
Oh my love don’t lie, lïe
You’re my heart, say goodbye...


Okay,I seriously damn LOVE the lyrics la!!!!<3

10:39 PM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

[Eng Subbed + Lyrics] Big Bang - Haru Haru


10:35 PM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun


I hope i will sleep foreever.
I dun wan to even care abt a shit thing is this world.
I just CMI.
The moment i woke up today,
I think abt a lot of thing.
Damn a lot.
I remember how we first met,
and all kinds of sweet little u said and done.
Saddie.
I think,i can almost confirm that i will like you forever.
I seriously dk why.
What so good abt u?
and my taste is super weird from other la.
No matter how cruel u are to me,
I still like u.
Even though u dun like me anymore.
Maybe,liking a person dun need a reason.
And i still cant believe a PlayGirl,
will like someone wif her WHOLE HEART.
I kinda of regret now.
Regret of letting u go last time.
If time can rewind,
I surely wont let u off.
...
You are so awesome to me.
I tried so hard to like other ppl.
even i do,
i still like you more.
And i realize smth,
I dk how its feel like to miss someone.
Until today.
Its seriously felt damn terrible.
I never emo so damn a lot in my house before.
Thanks to u all.
You all make me suffer.
But i never regret.
And wont regret.
I know im stupid,im dumb.
I just fall in you and cant fall out again.
Seriously,i wont regret.
Cos you have given me so much happy memories.
Thanks ar.
You make me rise when i fall.
But at the same time,you build me up and tear me down too.
I EMO.
At house.
First time sia.
Until at nite,
Elaine called me.
That is my today first laughter.
Thanks Elaine.
(:
I sms be Boyboy.
Hope he not angry wif me.
But until now,
he still haven reply my msg.
HaizZ.
I dun wan to lose my only close fren other than Elaine now.
I know how important is him to me.
Without him,my life is bored.
Seriously.
):
God,
i hope he not angry wif me le.
I wan the fren back.
Can i?
I need a chance.


(Ps.Thanks for all peepos for cheering me up.:D)



-HeartBreaker,


5:21 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun


WHY???!!!!
WHY???!!!
Whats wrong wif my life?!
Im going to be alone.
Lonely rite?
Haizz.
But i still got Elaine.
But how long can she accompany me?
i dk.
My Boyboy now dun care me le.
So do Anson korkor.
D:
Did i did anything wrong?
can someone just tell?
Im crazy or i mean mad.
Just because of the same three person.
Everyday,you all are the one who can make me sad,angry or happy.
Okay,now im super duper sad...
Can someone cure me?
nvm.
maybe i should stay emo.
Always.
So i wont be so hyper and flirt.
):
I hate haze man!!!
I cough like shit la.
Newspaper said got a women cough until die sia.
I hope im the next.
):
I felt like dying sia.
But i wont commit suicide,
like wat i said,
everything come naturally.
I will always love those peepos who always care for me de!
<3
And i hope everything will be fine sooner or later.
Stay positive girl!
Im tired now...
My life is full of wishes and hopes that will never come true.
Forget it.
Im already use to it.



-HeartBreaker,


4:27 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun


I love/hate Raining day.
Love-Cos of i love to walk in the rain.:)
Hate-It make think of you.Think of the happy memories.Now,all are just dream.
Anyway,its just a RAINIE LOVE.<3

Today was just another EMO dayyy.
Everyday,trying to reach sch on time wif Elaine.
haha.
Cos i wanna to sit behind ma.
:P
But need to sacrifice smth in order to achieve happiness.
):
How i wished time could rewind,
so i wont be sitting at the back.
Fine,i wont say who i saw.
Aircon was damn cold la.
Or i mean SUPER.
Too bad i wash my jacket.
D:
This remind me of there is one time,
u lend me your jacket on one heavy rain day.
Until,i still cant forget how the jacket smell.
):
Yeah,i should be glad that we are now still fren.
(:
Feeling so unwell.
Mental prob come.
):):):
Suck it.
I hate this kind of illness.
Im just avoiding and trying to earn other ppl care.
Haizz.
I hate myself.
Everytime i think of you or when u just sit quite close to me,
I always got a feeling to VOMIT.
OMG.
Im trying very hard not to le,okay?
After the vomit thingy,
I really dun know who are the ones aho really care abt me.
It so hard to read ppl mind and heart.
And who is the one who really love you?
I dk.
Life is just full of guessing.
At least,I always hope that there will be a better tmr.
It will be rite?
I hope so.
:D


-HeartBreaker,

2:26 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun


I know my boyboy will not see this.But still,I just wan to write.
Maybe I will feel not so worry after that.
):


Dear Boyboy,

Boyboy,dun underestimate yourself leh.
Have more faith k?
Mama heartache sia.
):
And no matter wat happen,I will be always there for you.
And you will forever be my Boyboy.
Dun emo,
Dun angry.
Mama mood will get affected by u too.
God,I really hope nth will happen to my Boyboy.
I dun wan to leave me.
Then i will be very lonely de.
):
):
):
Boy,u must promise me not to leave earlier than me hor!
Before u leave,U must tell me first.
I dun care.
Even though i dun really trust at promises now.
haha.
I will always be your very super good fren!!!!
Must remember that u still have sucha good mama,
okay?
LOL.
Im bhb-ing.
Lastly,
ILOVEYOUBOYBOY!!!<3


-HeartBreaker,



5:29 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun


Got stress for exam?
No way man!
I dun really feel stress when exam coming.
haha.
That sound bad.
:P
Get back ang mo and chinese liao.
Ang mo result-EXPECTED.
haha.
at least never fail.
:D
Chinese?
suck man.
ok,chill^^
actually,also ok la.
Pass lor.
I got a feeling to be the highest sia.
):
But i also dun wan.
Cos when im the highest,
ppl will say my chinese is pro when im not really.
They are giving stress too.
But at least i wan get a C above.
Aiya,total,I counted as got improve liao la.
Errr...nth much happen today rite?
PE?
Fun lor.
I talk to Apple quite a lot today sia.
Yipeee.
:)
Laugh here and there.
Hope all laughter are not fake from me.
Im just trying to be happy in front of other ppl.
Sometimes,
I really dk if Im really laughing in my heart.
I cant different shape.
SUCK IT.


-HeartBreaker,


4:59 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

Suck it!
haha.
Today?
wat happen?
a lot of thing sia.
Wait.
Talk abt morning.
Woo!
today got sch.
Will get result.
(:
Along the way to sch,
Me and Elaine was like chatting so happily la.
We talk abt gggoing oversean together and play!
Great rite?
haha.
Damn happy.
Though i know i will never come true until i grow up ba.
Okay.
First period Geo.
Get 65!!!
Yeah.
Same as MYE.
LOL.
Then lit.
70!!!!
Omg..
my worst sub other than eng sia.
:P
And the whole level highest okay?
But not only me la.
LOL.
I was super duper happy for my lit!!!
Next,
Maths?
72!!!
Improve two marks!
LOL?
Happy..
still happy.
After recess...
wat sub ar?
er...
Sci!
I get 74.5!!!!
WOW.
A1 leh.
rounded up la.
:P
HAPPY.
:D
Home econ,
guess?
I never thought i will pass la.
LOL.
I get 80!!!
wth!!!
Unexpected.
Seriously.
Art?
65 only lor.
Still okay la.
The worst is History.
I get 43/80 sia!
Nearly fail.
haha.
Overall-HAPPY.
:D
Currently waiting for tmr.
Chinese,eng!!!
Stress.
but no use.


Okay.
Now the unhappy part.
Suck it.
While getting my good result.
I was so damn happy.
You have spoil it all.
Damn it.
You act u dk anything and just push me to another person?
wat you trying to do?
take me as a toy again ar?
Forget it.
Chill,HeartBreaker.
You should be heartBreaker,not heart broken okay?
Lax.^^



After sch,go meet my boyboy.
LOL.
He stomach pain leh.
haha.
So gd hor him?
but he just only wan take 'drug' only la.
Not really drug.
Dun think yy.
haha.
Force him to eat rice.
hehe.
:P
Funny joke happen sia.

Me:(Go buy Chicken rice for him)
Boyboy:(sit down and wait)
Me:Uncle,one plate of white chicken rice.
(in chinese)
Uncle one:okay.
Uncle two:Your boyfren wan or not?
I was like,wat the hell?
I started to be nervous.
Me:No!!!.....he not my boyfren.I give him only.
(accidentally say wrong)
Uncle one:Huh?Give him?
Me:No!!!I mean buy for him.
LOL.
Embarrassed sia.


Another joke.
Me:(take the chicken rice to the place we sit)
Put the money.
Me:Eh,why i still got two dollar plus?!
Me:Omg!I forgot to pay money and the uncle dk.
Me and boyboy was lauging la.
I damn blur sia.
Luckily im honest.
I take the money and give to the uncle.
The price was $2.50.
I take $2.40.
LOL.
Me:Uncle,the money.
Uncle one:Dun call me uncle.
Me:oh okay...thank you korkor.
LOL.

Suck it again.
You are acting stupid again.
So wat u get over me?
I still cant get over you k?
I know im a dumbass.
And i stll dk wat so gd abt u.
I hate my heart.
As long as u happy can already.
(:


-HeartBreaker



2:06 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun


Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!
I so looking forward tmr la.
Out of sudden.
It's better to go to sch than stay at home lor.
I hope faster get result sis.
And of cos gd result la.
Cos i wanna go out!!!!
hehe.
:P
Still,I dying to go out.
:P
Flirt...
and flirt....
Do any girls hate me?
Just wonder.
LOL>
Nvm....
Im bored.




Wake up early today....
Nth better to do...
take my Bro hp and listen to music...
Shuffle the song.
Pluck in my earphone.
Trying to listen to the liyrics.
When im sad,
I listen to hyper song.
So i wont feel sad.
But now i shuffle sia.
And all was emo song.
Almost all.
No choice.
My mood get affected by the songs sia!
I hate it!
But dk why,
I still wan to listen.
):
I look back on the beautiful memories.
which now will never happen again.
Sad rite?
Nvm.
Life still must go on.
Hope time will fade away all the memories asap.
(:



I use to thought i dun love you.
But the moment i listen to emo song,
my whole mind is abt u.
I wanna to change ppl.
But i just cant.
Damn it.
Nvm.
Just thinking only wat.
But no mater how many times i say i love you to the ppl,
the one who i love the most now is only you.
Wow.
I sound bad.
But i really tried very hard liao!
I ytried so hard to truely love other ppl but i just cant!!!
I hate my mind,heart.
They just dun listen to me.
D:
Forget it.



-HeartBreaker

11:13 PM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun


Wth...
After exam is damn super bore.
Every min and sec,I was thinking of going out.
Everywhere also can.
As long have my friend aroun.
(:
But mum dun let leh...
):
I will try to perform myself well de.
:D


Okay.
Talk abt yesterday.
Go elaine house!!!!
Yeah.
Watch show lor.
I go first.
Use her Ipad a while.
The wedding dress MV is damn nice la.
I nearly cried sia!!!!
Damn sad.
I wanna go watch tong yan!!!
But no money.
Need to save for my prepaid.
haizz.
But elaine they all say vr scary and nice sia!!!
Make me have a arge to go.
hehe.
:P
Then Elaine was damn scare lah.
She say she heard baby crying when she was bathing.
haha.
scarce me too.
watch HK drama.
Then Amanda come.
Follow by Cheng Yu,Marcus and Syraiq.
Go pick elaine meimei.
She is damn super cute la!!!
I LOVE her.
LOL.
Bored.
out of sudden,George say want to come.
To flirt?
LOL.
So i alone go fetch him lor.
I alone sia.
I damn scared i lost.
But i success!
haha
I felt that i damn smart.
OMG.
I realize i type a lot of 'Damn' this word.
hehe.
:P
At around 1 plus.
Cheng yu they all go liao.
Go for Chew Xin Ying party lor.
Leaving me,elaine and George.
We were watching HK drame.
Kinda of racist to him rite?
haha
Then we change to Just Follow law.
Funny sia.
haha.
But cannot watch finish.
Cos i wanna to watch Twilight.
hehe.
Watch and watch.
George kept Ka jiao and I ka Jiao the meimei and the meimei Ka Jiao.
HAHAHAHAHA!
Cute sia.
I was trying to steal the Meimei first kiss la!!!
I sound bad.XD
Then the meimei kept using the chair and make George hair.
LOL
His hair like grass but the meimei since to like it.
haha.
There is only one word to describe her- CUTE!!!!!!
Ealine was Bored.
No one pei her and she was dying to go Chew Xin Ying Party.
):
):
Watching twilight....
Slowly fall asleep...
haha.
So rude.
But it was comfortable!<3
I wanna to sleep in the same way again!
Wat way?
Secret.
LOL.
Then go back home wif George lor.
At least got someone pei me.
If not I will be very lonely.
Today,
I done a lot of things that I never done before.
Thanks to George.
hehe.
Thanks Bro!!!!
Home Sweet Home.
Times really past.
Hope i can sleep at her house.
:P



I think I wrote quite long....
Gonna stop now.
Byez.
<3


-HeartBreaker



4:41 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun


Haizz.
Saddie.
Suddenly never talk to Apple...
):
):
):
I miss her sia.
Even though i can see her everyday.
Everytime i alight aljuined to sch,
wat i always hope is to see Apple waiting for me and Elaine again.
But once again,I always go to sch wif disappointment.
Nvm.
Still got talk a liitle bit la.
Maybe Jia Hui,HL,wan qi they are much more better than me and elaine.
No,
its confirm better.
Seeing you being wif them,
u smile and laugh a lot.
Not like being wif us...
sometimes will cried.
I miss the time when wqe quarrel,
go to sch,
recess,
go back after sch.
And GOSSIP!
haha.
Sweet memories...
D:


-HeartBreaker

4:58 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun


Happy!!!^^
Exam finally over liao.
(:
No stress anymore!
Woo hoo!
Currently waiting for result...
if its good...
i might wan to transfer.
LOL.
But mostly impossible de la.
I so slack.
Bad Girl always!!!
Not only that...
im a playgirl...
flirtass...
and a bitch.
This is nt my opinion or wat.
Its a FACT.
Fine,
since im took the wrong steps,
i should be wrong forever.
I wanna go out!!!
but i dun think my mum will allow.
):
cos i everytime late for home.
i try vr hard liao leh...
But i will try to persuade my mum de.
Good lucks for my own results!
And you guys too!
^^



-HeartBreaker

4:22 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun


We can't be together, you deserve someone so much better than me, and you know it, and it kills me that you know it. I can't handle being in a relationship...constantly scared that you're going to find that someone you deserve.


I wanna believe that you're this perfect guy and everything you seem to be is true. But when I look at you, really look at you, I can tell that I'm just barely scratching the surface. You're that book, with the pretty cover, the one that I just can't wait to to get into. But you should never judge a book by it's cover, because now that I've read far enough into you that I just can't put you down, there will be a twist... and everything will change... and by the last page... I'll be heartbroken.



-Heartbreaker,

2:50 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun



Tuition is tied.
-.-
haha
I request for tuition ok?
haha
i know im damn QUAI.
:P
actually is try to find ways to go feel the freah air.
haha
The math cher damn funny la.
At least he know how to speak Chinese.
LOL.
My english damn sux.
:P
A lot of funny jokes happen sia.
Let me record first.hehe.



KaySeng:You and (..) lip to lip hor.
Li Jie:Really?
Mr Alex:(LOOK AT ME.)
Me:(I suddenly shout to him)NOOOOOO!!!!(in chinese)
LOL.
Then actually Mr Alex dk anything de.
Everypne started to laugh.
Embarrassed sia!!!


KaySeng:(randomly ask)You know bi yun kit how to use mah?
Me:I know,put it in mouth lor.
KaySeng and others laughed.
Then i was like BLUR liao.
Me:Not put in mouth de meh?
Then they laugh again.
Me:Mr Alex,not put in mouth de meh?
Mr Alex:Baby come from your mouth de ar?
Me:I thought can test from saliva de ma.
Seriously,I thought it was as same qw thermometer de lor.
And I have learnt my lesson liao.
:D

A Great tuition!!!!



-HearBreaker,




6:12 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun


Hohoho!
Merry Chirstmas!!
haha.
I too hyper and crazy liao.
Sorry sorry.:P
Anyway,
Good Luck for EOY!!!
^^
Will post more after exam de.
Together,
we JIA YOUS!!!
:D



-HeartBreaker

6:31 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun


I hate the times you always moodswing.
Cos im the one who always suffer.
Damn it.
At least now,
we are counted as 'fren'.
It's better than nth rite?
haha.
But now,
there is one thing i can confirm
-I dun like you anymore.
Great news right?
haha.
To me,it is.
Now im putting back my shattered heart together and waiting for someone to move in.
:D
And i hope you can find another GIRL soon!
^^
Stay happy!
:D



-HeartBreaker

4:29 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

Innocence


Waking up I see that everything is okay
The first time in my life and now it's so great
Slowing down I look around and I am so amazed
I think about the little things that make life great

I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling

This innocence is brilliant, I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect, please don't go away
I need you now
And I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by

I found a place so safe, not a single tear
The first time in my life and now it's so clear
Feel calm I belong, I'm so happy here
It's so strong and now I let myself be sincere

I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling

This innocence is brilliant, I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect, please don't go away
I need you now
And I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by

It's the state of bliss you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful, it makes you wanna cry

It's the state of bliss you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful, it makes you wanna cry
It's so beautiful, it makes you want to cry

This innocence is brilliant, it makes you want to cry
This innocence is brilliant, please don't go away
'Cause I need you now
And I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by

This innocence is brilliant, it's so beautiful, it's so beautiful
This moment is perfect, please don't go away
I need you now, it makes me want to cry
And I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by

4:26 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

Over You

Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
Well I'm putting my heart back together,
'Cause I got over you.
Well I got over you.
I got over you.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.
:D

4:13 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

蒲公英的约定

小学篱芭旁的蒲公英
是记忆里有味道的风景
午睡操场传来蝉的声音
多少年后也还是很好听

将愿望折纸飞机寄成信
因为我们等不到那流星
认真投决定命运的硬币
却不知道到底能去哪里


一起长大的约定

那样清晰打过勾的我相信

说好要一起旅行

是你如今唯一坚持的任性
在走廊上罚站打手心
我们却注意窗边的蜻蜓
我去到哪里你都跟很紧
很多的梦在等待着进行
一起长大的约定
那样真心
与你聊不完的曾经
而我已经分不清
你是友情还是错过的爱情



NICE SONG!!!!~~~~

5:45 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun


Shit la.
Actually i copy and paste a lot of nice chinese song lyrics de.
In the end i accidentally press back buttom.
:P
Blur right?
haha.
Stupid leh me.
I listen to some quite old song..
and I found out their lyrics is damn Nice la!
Is like after things have happen then you will understand more abt the lyrics.
haha.
:D
I will continue to stay happy de.^^
Will copy those lyrics next time.





-Chola' Berry



5:40 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun

Wanted to thanks alot of ppl who cheer me up and encourage me during those past fews week.
I will always love you all de.
:D
Currently recall got who...
-Apple
-Elaine
-Anson
-Kay Seng
-Sean Nic
-Amanda
.....
Only can recall those name4 nia..
hehe.
Sorry if I did not write yr DA MING.
XD.
Anyways,a great thanks to you all.
I have finally let go le.
And i think I will hate that person.
haha.
I know im bad.
:P
I also dun care liao.
Now,
we walk our own way and stop appearing in each life.
(:
You do wat is your problem.
haha.
Say CHEESE!~!!


-Chola' Berry


4:51 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun


I nearly forgot today got oral sia...
Anyway,also dun need to prepare de.
(:
Recall wat happen today...
sad case.
I was at my seat prepare for english oral..
I look up and what i saw its you.
You really attract my attention sia.
At that time,I cant focus on my passage.
When i read it out to the teacher,
I was damn nervous.
I stop quite a lot.
I had never been so nervous before.
It's all because of you.
You should not appear in my eyes anymore.
I duno why,
when i finsih my english oral,
I hug apple and cried.
I was damn worried i will fail.
I cannot let my parent disapointed.
D:
All your fault la!
:@
During the break,I was hoping you wont appear in my eeyes during chinese oral.
I dun wan to lost my marks just because of a person that dosent worth it.
Since you dunwan to tok to me anymore,
I dun think i will wan to talk you too.
I shall forget all the stupid promises that u hav given me.
And the times we spend tgt.
After tonight,
YOU,
will not be mention by me anymore!
Oh,i was damn unlucky.
I was laughiong wif mindez during chinese oral.
When i turn to my right,
I saw you again!
:@
I kept thinking to not thinking abt you and focus..
focus..
and focus..
And i realized that i was sitting at the same roll and same time as you!
WTH.
This is so fated la.
And I ended my oral same time as you too!
.....
Normally,when i see you,i will cry.
But duno why,
today,
after all my oral,
I saw running and running around in my eyes.
I thought i will cry.
But lucky i did not.
I think I have let go le.
:D
which is a very good news to me!!!
I found that actually you are not good at all.
You are not worth it for my tears.
you are like nth to me anymore.
in the eyes.
just like you dun care me anymore.
HAPPY GO LUCKY GIRL FOREVER!<3



-PlayGirl here,


5:27 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun


Soo...
today is lantern festival rite?
yeah,i think so.
But so wat?
It just a festival.
But im puzszled.
My heart is so heavy now.
What wrong man?
Wat hav happen to me?
Tell me leh!
I cant stop thinking abt the past and focus on the future.
Happy memories kept repeating in my mind.
But now,everything hav just vanished in the air.
I cant feel it,
smell it or catch it.
Apple said to me before to let go of the past.
Im trying vr hard to do so.
So do Apple.
^^
Together we will JIA YOUS de!!!
All the best,PlayGirl!
:D


-PlayGirl here,


4:31 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun


Today is just a sucking day.
No,not totally whole day la..
Maybe only during PE.
I was having fun during PE until i saw him.
WTH.
I just duno why.
MOODSWING.:/
At tat time my mind was-
Prove to him tat I will still be happy even without him.
So,I laugh as much as i can.
But i was wrong!!!
I recall how we first met..
the times you give me kitkat..
every after CCA you wait for me..
Talking and laughing wif each other..
After sch go eat lunch..
Every thurs go mac eat breakfast..
all little little things...
Out of sudden,it turned out to be a dream.
How i wish I never woke up.
Now,we are like totally strangers.
TOTALLY.
You are like suddenly one person that live into my heart and just move out,stab my heart.
I thought tat i will hate him,
but im not.
After one captain match,
I was damn tired.
I feel like vomitting.
Not phisically,but mentally.
Is because of my emotional.
SUCK.
{CHOCO>3}
I wrote that on my hand wif a marker.
But duno why,
I feel like washing it away the moment i saw him.
I rub as hard as i could.
To make the mark away.
And now,
my hand got a lot of still little red dots.
Hope it will recover soon.
At last,I really got vomit.
Elaine was right beside me.
Duno why again,
I cried.
SHIT.
It has been so long that i never cry like tat.
Is like wan to scream it out but cant.
Wan to continue cry but still must force myself to smile.
Its so fake,right?
Nvm.
Recess time,
Im back to who am i.
I dunwan to be so miserable anyhow.
Cos he dosent even care at all.
So wats the point?
I just be as happy as i can.
Living the way that i wan to be.



-PlayGirl here,


1:50 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun


Pinky Promise?
haiz.
Dun ever make any promise to anyone,
cos once you cant make it,
the other party will be the one who suffer
and be the one who sad.
Promises are meant to break.
Is it?
Mostly are.
PROMISES,JUST GET OUT OF MY LIFE!!!



-PlayGirl here,


1:36 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun


Hey!!!
This was search from the internet de.
Which i think its quite true.

-I loved him. He needed time to think and that was ok- he was worth waiting for... and waiting for... and waiting for. Finally I realized I had waited away my life for an answer he had already given me: Had he loved me back, I would not have had to wait.


-Better never to have met you in my dream than to wake and reach for hands that are not there.


-I have no regrets in my life. I think that everything happens to you for a reason. The hard times that you go through build character, making you a much stronger person.


-Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it's better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together.


-Falling in love is awfully simple, but falling out of love is simply awful.

11:32 PM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun


Going through diffcult times now.
It all started from yesterday.
Now,EOY is coming liao.
Must study hard le.
Hiaz.
But still,I fail my eng.
D:
I asking myself,
Whats the point of living?
To study?
To play?
To flirt?
To laugh?
I really duno.
And im confused.
Or to make fren?
And wat so diffcult to make fren?
It just normal fren.
just talk,laugh..
like last time we used to be.
Yet now,you just insist to stop talikng to me.
Even sms.
What the problem wif you?
wat exactly had happen?
Can someone tell me?!
Who is the one lying?!
Haiz.
I just like living in the world of lies and hatred.
Why must ppl angry and emo?
Its no use at all.
It cant solve the problem anyway.
We must know how to accept each other.
To let go of hatred and welcome the happiness.
And we should love each other like wat the god hav said.
But not everyone will listen.
Now,all can i hope is evrything will be fine.
Lastly,a great thanks to a random 'fren' Sean Nic for comforting me.^^


-PlayGirl here,





11:03 PM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun


Yeah..
Everything happen for a reason.
No,its dosen't hav reason/.
Everything is fated to be the way they are.
We cant control.
Some happen just in the right time.
While others came in the wrong timing.
How cruel is fate!!!
Really,if there is smth you wan to tell to a person,dun hesitate.
Once the chance is gone,it wont come back for you.
Haiz.
Why you just dun wan to tell me earlier??!!
If you tell me earlier,i wont be suffer anymore.
Saddie.
I want you to re-ask again.
But i know you wont.
We hav our own life now.
We just cant go back the way we are.
But no matter wat,I will wait for you de.
(:


-PlayGirl here,


1:51 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun


Hey!!!!
I'm back!!!
haha.
random kia.
:P
After sooo many things happen,
i finally see how cruel and how ugly is this world.
But somethings only la.
Still,there is still alot of good things happen too.
Like FRIENDS!!!
<3
And most importantly,
SMILE and LAUGH whenever you like!!!
And of cos,dun cry for ppl that dosent worth it.
haha.
Think got wat happen today...
oh ya,
I go SUNTEC!!!
for no reason.
haha.
And im not suppose to be there too.
All bcos of syraiq and George la.
They take my $7 and dun give back sia!!!
Damn bad.
So i just follow them until they give back lor.
Anyway,quite fun la.
But vr tired.
All thanks to Syraiq idea.
haha.
It's a secret..
Shhhhh...
Ending here,
BYE!
:D



-PlayGirl here,

6:40 AM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun


haha.
Recently go yahoo find QUOTES.
I love it!
Like wat i say,i got nothing better to do.
haha.
Sian,Sian.
But where in the hell is my best fren ah?
Actually,i dun quite believe fren will last forever.
Unless...
i duno?
haha.
Once again,
I wan to say that i never emo la.
Is the quotes emo lor.
Not me.
So really really dun think yy.
Thanks for everyone concern.
:D


-PlayGirl here,

-

7:17 PM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun


I don’t think you know what you mean to me
But you mean a lot
The chance of us not being friends
Is a real long shot

I hate when you’re sad
I love it when you’re happy
Because if your upset
It makes me feel crappy

Thanks for always being there
When I needed you most
If it weren’t for you the chances of me not being here
Would have really come close

I don’t know what I would do
If you weren’t my friend
I don’t think my heart
Would ever mend

I hope you know I always have your back
Just like you’ve had mine
And it will always stay that way
Until the end of time

We’ll be friends
Hopefully without end
So I just wanna say thanks
Thanks for being my friend.


Thanks Apple and Elaine.<3

8:04 PM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun


Start tuition le.
for maths only.
haha.
meet wif my lao gong and son.
^^
haha.
thks.
thks lao gong for the lollipop.<3
THE TUITION NOT BAD LA.
got a lot of funny ppl.
the teacher aso vr cute.
but vr tired.
sianz.
Wat should i post??
haiz.
I aso realized that my fb status vr emo lor.
But dun think yy.
Cos icopy and paste from internet de.
But is all i agree de la.
saddie.
Why go and create such a great quotes?
They damn zai.
I chiong a lot of hw yesterday.
(:
Now i think only left study and history hw.
:D
Kinda of no mood recently.
Duno why leh/
Sianz.
Sianz.
Must study hard for EOY liao.



-PlayGirl here,


11:20 PM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun


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