break♥away

I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly, I'll do what it takes till I touch the sky
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touch the sky  //   speak out  //   Break away  //   reach out  //   take a chance  //   how to fly  //   refresh


I hate night time now of days.
The moment i close my eyes,
all memory started to flow across my mind.
The times when my kor treat me nice...
The place we use to go...
More & more.
Then,
think more deeply.
He is no longer in Sg le.
Those mermory is juz like air.
You can smell n touch anymore.
Idoit.
I cry 4 wat?!
Siao de.
Even i cry aso cant change the fact.
If really can,I want to cry until no more tears.
I hug my pillow tightly,
wanted to shout "I want Samuel"
But i cant.
I dun wan to disturb those who r sleeping.
It was 12 plus and i juz cant sleep.
Cry n Cry.
Like a cry baby.
Shit.
Time files.
It was 2 plus le.
Finally,I sleep liao.
Thks,god.
I zi lian dosent means i love or like myself.
In fact,I hate myself alot.
I hate myself 4 not studying hard and go to GMSS.
I hate myself going to F1-2.
I hate myself 4 knowing such a great fren like Samuel.
I hate myself 4 sticking so close to him.
I hate myself tat i cannot even stop him from migrating.
I juz hate myself.
Chill,CONNIE!!!
STOP BEING A CRYBABY!
BE BRAVE!
But how?
who can teach me???
No one?
Yeah,until now,my kor are really a perfect guy tat i ever seen.
I hope i can find a perfect guy like my kor.
To b my kor.
I know it would b hard.
BUT DONT GIVE UP!
BELIEVE IN YOURSELF,BELIEVE IN FATE.
>>>>CONNIE JIAM

10:27 PM  //  Out of the darkness and into the sun


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