Today is just a sucking day.
No,not totally whole day la..
Maybe only during PE.
I was having fun during PE until i saw him.
WTH.
I just duno why.
MOODSWING.:/
At tat time my mind was-
Prove to him tat I will still be happy even without him.
So,I laugh as much as i can.
But i was wrong!!!
I recall how we first met..
the times you give me kitkat..
every after CCA you wait for me..
Talking and laughing wif each other..
After sch go eat lunch..
Every thurs go mac eat breakfast..
all little little things...
Out of sudden,it turned out to be a dream.
How i wish I never woke up.
Now,we are like totally strangers.
TOTALLY.
You are like suddenly one person that live into my heart and just move out,stab my heart.
I thought tat i will hate him,
but im not.
After one captain match,
I was damn tired.
I feel like vomitting.
Not phisically,but mentally.
Is because of my emotional.
SUCK.
{CHOCO>3}
I wrote that on my hand wif a marker.
But duno why,
I feel like washing it away the moment i saw him.
I rub as hard as i could.
To make the mark away.
And now,
my hand got a lot of still little red dots.
Hope it will recover soon.
At last,I really got vomit.
Elaine was right beside me.
Duno why again,
I cried.
SHIT.
It has been so long that i never cry like tat.
Is like wan to scream it out but cant.
Wan to continue cry but still must force myself to smile.
Its so fake,right?
Nvm.
Recess time,
Im back to who am i.
I dunwan to be so miserable anyhow.
Cos he dosent even care at all.
So wats the point?
I just be as happy as i can.
Living the way that i wan to be.
-PlayGirl here,
1:50 AM // Out of the darkness and into the sun
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